looking at the past pics in my fb and came across this pic. i tot i had deleted every single pic of urs but then somehow this pic is still in my fb. it had been 11mth and nxt mth 7th we would have been separated for a yr. it just felt just so long. it seems that u r v happy right now i am glad that u are. if im not wrong in another 2yrs and u would be married to him and from my bottom of my heart i wish u all the best.

we been thru just too much, 3.5yrs. of cox we did break up for a yr and we managed to find our way back. fate brought us back n forth but in the end we still went our separate ways. no doubt i blamed ur mum for our separation but of cox i have to blame myself too. if time could be reversed again, i wont spent the last few moments in making myself drunk but to fight for us instead. 

no doubt i had a gf during this 11 mth but you jus seem so irreplaceable. i now finally understand wad you said during our the last conversation in my room.

'不管我们有没有在一起，你在我心中的地位永远是没有人可以取代的。'  我终于明白了。

生命中最害怕的事终于发生了。那天我看到你，心往低谷沉了一下。因为你是我这生中最不想看到的一个人，不是小器而是会心寒。剪了短发，依旧迷人。好嫉妒现在的你在他的身边，好想念你温馨的拥抱，迷人的笑容，情切的问候。

打开潘多拉宝盒的时候才发现，原来有这么多的感觉，不是自己忘记了，而是自己忘记了，而是自己把它紧紧地锁在了这盒子里，埋在心里，不愿想起，也不愿提起。你永远永远住在我心里，但我会把你放在最里面，最深，最角落。

亲爱的小猪头，继续幸福下去。

我记得我爱过，要不回那些快乐。