went sch alone cox ahtiong sick. damn~ macham emo whole day~ =.= sians to the max.. juz let this sem pass fast fast bahs! GRAD LOR~ NS LOR~ GET FKED LOR~

after sch went gym. ran 2.4km. almost died~ cui~ 11mins :( pull up 10 nias.. :( cui cui cui~ SEE LAH LIWEI! NVR ASK ME GO GYM LIAO~ =x went for 30mins jiu come out cox v sian.. AND OMFGS I SAW SOME FKER FACE WHO IS SO DAMN FAMILIAR. oh mr ahbui~ cb nvr fail to guailan me.. " eh cfm come wif some gals de riz?" wow lah gd job really is come myself -.-

CAN U ALL DUN LINK GALS WIF ME! NAHBEIS!

HOOO!! sat halloween party lor! shifu is 重出江湖！where all de fun begins!

i am a heartbreaker.

first day of sch.. oh gosh~ damn FUCKING boring..

lectures lectures lectures r boring to the max.. i think i will be bring laptop to sch everyday~ playing mousehunt! and to 打发时间 oh man~ juz half sem more!! FREEDOM~ but well.. NS after grad~ another sian to the max thing..

started playing ps3 again lor! WET! wet wif ur enemies blood~ wooo so violent~ BUT I LIKE! HEHEHE!

hmm my life has been boring to the max lahs~ 31st oct zouk? someone jio me for halloween party.. anyone interested?

when will u ever learn?

okay i am so done wif u.. u like to tok guys so much right? go ahead! i wont stop u anymore. esp toking to those past suitors of urs. i dun give a fuck anymore.

maybe i shld refresh my database
maybe i shld go clubbing again
maybe i shld start fishing again
maybe it is really a mistake

wad to do? ur choice.

fked up.

jus a lil more to the end of road.. u still can cont to try ur luck.

went to book in wif the League of Jianz at 3+. explored OCH since there is nth much to do. at the entrance got 4 gals there ard 16-19. (allen wasted sia u not there) they like wan go in dun wan go in and then they decided to join us. they seriously r camwhores, go anywhere also take pic. k afternoon explore nth much, go chk it out first. after mdm xiuyun left we went to eat abit first cox shifu suddenly hungry~ eat finish, buy a few supplies for the NIGHT ACTIVITY.

after putting our supplies, making ice jiu start round 1 liao. =.= fierce~ after a while retarded n her gang come liao. then we started playing indian poker. after tat the rest started flow in le. okay start bbq lor! sadly there isnt any yr 1 =.= hais~ camp myself in my room wif shuang er + yue fu + guai lan + mr yong heng. aiseh we gt room service de! so good sia~ hahaha! shiok! after tat jiu start round 2 liao wif a bigger grp of pple though. sibei fierce~ see chance really is sneak n run away liao! allen dunno how to write the word 死 play finger guessing wif me. 5 mins own me 4 shots liao~ hahahaha~ funny shit.. oh my 酒量really is getting lousier n lousier le~ LOL! laoba + yuefu + shuang er + dev + mr yong heng cont round 3 i already buay dong liao~ go in n the smell is WAHHH~ sibei de strong.. macham inside is brewery~ omgsss~ then outside tok cock wif them.. tok abt wad ghost stories, tiao dang etc.. den mdm xiuyun came back again! after awhile she go home liao though, then we all go OCH again. woo fiece sia at night but well tat night like got event at OCH. SOOO MANY PPLE SIA!

walk den go back chalet again. peaceful de a first. then suddenly laoba + yuefu + johnboy go crazy. starting to play game. obviously i am the first victim -.- 2nd victim allen aka chee hong king. wads de game name? RAPE. objective? simple. squash tat person, pull their pants, put toothpaste + water. first offical target? DEX LAH! slping like a pig to be slaughtered. VID DOWN~ named ICTO part 2 LOLS~ victim by victim in the room. close light wait for movement, see ahfat move = somebody is gg-fied. play till 6am! give up~ sibei shag..

slp till 10am chk out. sub way n cab home~ $30 bucks.. fking exp! =.=

driving test.. KNN! mount kurb X 2 fked up liao~ -.- 46 demerit points wif one immed failure.. instructor say i drive like i am a licensed driver.. then cb juz give me tat license lah~ tiu lah! sadded~ hais... slots fully booked.. wan book also cant! i wan my license badly~

YAY! finally watch finish the drama liao~ seriously i think this is the best job i ever got! 1) super near my place 2) super slack 3) super good working environment 4) super good colleagues 5) super good pay also! $7/hr. job scope? see drama lor~ other than this drama i caught movies like vantage point, wwe judgement day. all thanx to miss lee aka mrs ng aka mdm lee for the job intro!



prefer jerry yan than Lee Min Ho (Goo Joon Pyo) but the other 3 still okay. Kim So Eun (Ga Eul) damn cute n innocent! Kim Min Min Ji (Jang YuMi) also quite chio. eh any1 got their OST pls send me! tat song 'almost paradise' is so addictive lah! send me send me send me pls!!

ah my nose like tap.. keep on dripping.. luckily is no blood if nt i will faint due to lack of blood le.. feeling very weak now~ giddy~ headache~ dun think i can make it to training le.. wonder if i can make it for tmr tkd chalet.. as in stay overnight.. NIGHT ACTIVITY is so tempting lah! so long liao since i had a NIGHT ACTIVITY liao. k la good also.. healthy lifestyle.. no more clubbing also liao cox miss lew dun allow me go~

hold u like the last time
kiss u like i will nvr see u again
touch u like this is the last time
promise to love u
loving u as if my last love

faith.. how much does it worth? apparently nth.. crap~ how many more mistakes muz i cont to make in my life.. sick n tired of it~ firstly was tat break up. secondly maybe is to patch up. i seriously dun hope tat thirdly is another break up cox of some stupid reason.

flirt, player, playboy.. i tot u knew me but.. i guess i am wrong. sigh. u were juz the same as the outsiders. only my closest fren know me de best? i guess so.

everybody says i am a lousy bf. maybe i am. cox everyone only see the times when u r sad or wadever negative emotions. so muz i blog out every single little things tat i do for u? to let the whole world know? for e.g. 2yrs back when u still in jc, i kept waiting for u every week cox u gt ur pw/tutorials/project. one of the most classic example is tat i pack my dinner, bought 1.5l of ice lemon tea waited for u under HDB block for 2.5hrs. pay for ur expenses when we r on date which i dun haf to. when u r having fever, bought herbal tea & small memo which says i miss u n deliver to ur house right after my lesson. accompany u back home for tat 15mins walk for our meetings everytime cox of ur strict mum. make sure u get ur little gifts for tat specific date of tat mth.

to me in a r/s is juz 2 person matter, muz i really tell the whole world abt it? juz dun like to attract so much attention.. DUN LIKE.

when i am single.. i wan find a gf... when attached wan back to be single again.. 人就是这样！GREED. tats bad.. so bad.. only tend to cherish when one loses sth.

was eating dinner n watching tv.. was hoping u come down juz sit beside me.. although we aint toking yet.. having ur existence by my side is enuff.. more than enuff.. first time u came down n ask me 2 stupid chi words and den u went up. i was shock n disappointed. u came down again for like 1 min and u went up again.. my mind went blank, my heart sank. dunno wad am i suppose to do again..

holding on wif tat little faith~

attended my father side - cousin wedding dinner. she thought tat i am my sis bf =.= once again for like dunno how many times~ after tat went phuture wif my sis n cousin + his fren. KIDS~ LOLS! i felt so old when i was wif them -.- gosh~ boring sat night

cont to dun believe in me
cont to dun haf faith in me
cont to choose to listen to other pple
cont to not trusting me
keep on doing that, becox if ur speciality is to tired me out, u r doing a really great job.
it hurts

for everything tat i haf done and sacrificed but yet still.. i am juz another normal bf to u. despite planning surprises for u now n there, sparing a thought for u, taking care of ur family, solving ur family probs. doesnt any of tat goes thru ur brain?

for tat person n his words weigh so much heavier than my love to u. my words seems like a gust of wind huh? in n out of ears? i see. ask urself, since ever when u believed in my advice? ZERO. but yet everything wad i said became the reality and there u go saying 'i will believe nxt time wadever u said' again n again.

many pple judge me by cover and they r so fking wrong. yet u being so close to me but u choose to believe them. i am so disappointed in u. so i guess those other pple understand me better than i understand myself huh? fuck u all who thinks tat u know me very well.

shld haf known it better huh? yea tats my line instead of urs. i knew sooner or later i will be facing this. for every prob i haf been thinking, one by one it came true. for fk did i choose this route? to enjoy the suffering? i aint tat saddist. wads the reason then? beat the shit out of me, i dunno. i love u? yea maybe. for everthing i haf done seem so unworthy of ur trust & faith.

if u cont to choose to believe in other pple instead of ur bf. since ur friends dislike me to the max. lets juz say goodbye. i dun wan u to get caught in btw of us. maybe u can enjoy ur singlehood wif tonnes of guys q-ing up outside ur house. u can enjoy hanging out wif tat special fren of urs. enjoy hanging out wif any guys out there. giving them false hope even though u knew they were not ur type. cox u r juz opening urself out for options.

bye. this blog is dead. when will my blog be alive again?? i dunno.

love is still a myth.

yesterday took off juz to accompany my dear lew ying tong out to town to SHOP. i seriously dun understand y gals like to shop so much even though they haf no intention to buy anything.. firstly waste money to eat/drink here and there for a little snack or tea break. secondly waste energy. thirdly waste money on transportation. fourthly need to squeese wif pple which I HATE IT THE MOST. lastly IT IS DAMN FREAKING TIRING JUZ TO WALK WHOLE DAY. but well wad to do when shopping is HER fav hobby =.= SOS~ okay 1 day off = $50 byebye~

cut my hair at ms first. okay not really cut but trim cox i decided to keep it long. after tat we went to try out a shhabu shabu buffet. 10 box of meat, 3 tray of veg, 1 soft shell crab. okay leh hai hao only.. i think nxt time can go wif AHHHS or League of Jianz. i think go wif laopa can clear the place LOL!

after tat went to town. bought tix for accident. shop at orchard central. wow very big very nice and alot of shops. bought a dress for dear. (P.S. it is the first item i bought using my own hard earned money) after tat go watch movie. walan ccb go n die pls la. the movie sux. ENTIRE MOVIE. it is not recommended at all. after tat walk ard taka to look for her wallet. burberry coach gucci. aiyo actually i wanted buy 1 for myself at first but see price jiu turn off dun wan buy liao. poor pple like me cannot afford branded stuff de.

after tat went to vivo n bought 4 box of mooncakes. (frm my hard earned money again) for my gf's mum, parents, grandparents & godmother. huat ah! 没钱咯！没办法~谁叫我又疼女朋友又孝顺！哈哈哈！

有时候，真的好令人懊恼~

Yu Zhe
19
31/08/90
SPTKD
CCHMS/VJC wushu team

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