Sunday, February 28, 2010
menopause /8:31 PM
okay. women are scary creatures. plus if they menses comes, guys pls be alert and siam them 100km away. becox u r a walking target board. oh menopause is a greater evolution of menses. not only u become a walking target board, the women will auto aim u. so no matter u siam or hide or anything, u still will kanna.
basically the main issue is my night life. due to the fact i am belonged to the 'Cinderella' group, i need to reach home by 12. so whenever i go clubbing or drinking, most likely i wont return home. and for god sake dunno why do i haf a reputation of CLUBBER & CHONGSTER, i certainly lives up to the name! HAHAHAHA. i am not a
HARDCORE clubber or chongster okay! only once in a while..
oh and my sis is being accused of setting a bad example & bad influence which resulting me also becoming like her (which is not true) hence she n my mum got into a fight. wins!
solution to the issue?
isolate and cut all contacts wif all of my current friends who have night activities? DAMN! TAT IS SO FKING IMPOSSIBLE! haiyo also dunno lah!
nowadays where got 19++ 12 go home de.. SO NERD~ -faints- juz so difficult to explain to my mum lah :( and i felt so sry to implicate my sis too.. juz wads wrong wif night life.. also not 5 out of 7 days lor~ at most once every week mah OOPS =x JK!! is once a mth lah...
LIFE IS SHITTY BORING WITHOUT NIGHT LIFE! cheers to clubbing n drinking!
oh anyway thurs will be clubbing for the first time @ zirca. huats!
REBELLION THUR in ZIRCA.
Pres. your tertiary student passes for FREE ENTRY BEFORE 12MN & 1-FOR-1 ALL NIGHT!
anyway L.O.J.z mobilization! new additional member will be joining us! wahahahaha! an expected ones somemore~
oh oh n my books have arrived.. shall indulge myself in world of friction! I DO READ BOOKS OKAYS!
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Universal Studio /5:51 PM
okay some juz quick update again!
plans for march, april, may, june to enlistment have changed!!! i guess not much clubbing n partying or travelling anymore!!! :( :( :(
CAUSE I AM WORKING IN THE IR FOR UNIVERSAL STUDIO! pple who go for the theme ride remember to find me! oh look for the the 'super nice' green costume i will be wearing!
poor pple like me haf to work :( crappp~ need earn lotsss of money!!
2 more papers to freedom! thurs last paper n after tat.. REBEL/ZIRCA w00ts!
L.O.J.z havent forgotten the promise! wait for my news! =)
Sunday, February 21, 2010
CNY /11:44 PM
some short update!
HAPPY CNY TO EVERYONE!!
stay healthy!
wealth come come!
everyday smile smile smile!
may wishes come true!!
okay 2 test down n 4 exams more to go! AND GOOD BYE SP! and say hello to green ic -_- gosh~ NS!!
march is the mth for PARTYYYYYYYY
april is the mth for travellinggggggg
may is the mth for relaxxxx
( & waiting to be enlisted)PLS LET ME GET INTO UNI!!
Saturday, February 13, 2010
League of Jianz /3:23 AM
this post is officially for League of Jianz. is really glad to have them in my life. fyi to those pple who dunno wads does L.O.J.z stands, pls read the entry title. it is a very impt grp of pple in my life.
to my laopa, u always act so dao. cant u show more care n concern to me! haiyo!
to mdm, thanx so much for ur advices and ur lending ear. really need it alot.
to ahfat, always bully me T.T -cries loud loud-
it was only juz barely 12 hours after i post my blog entry and i recevied a sms frm mdm. 'wan drink ah?' a simple ques juz touched me. they are always there for me. oh juz another info, drinking is our way of communication. HAHAHAHAHA
thanx pple.. i am feeling much better.. i know my limits so dun wry! =D my liver is still very healthy! pinkish red colour! still no sign of turning grey or black! hehehe
anyway thanx to my gay partner! mr goh wee teck aka ahbui. i know this whole week u listen to my sighing for like 1000000 millions times already. thanx for ur accompany. really i need it too. if nt i really will get into depression. to repay u! i make sure the 5 days in march u cfm play till song song! HAHAHAHAHA i steady ons u!
anyway supper @ changi. omgs ish welly de far siol~ after tat went to changi beach be4 ahfat starting to scare me wif ghost stories again~ and and we stayed there ard an hour plus? THEY IS KEEP WAN TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND RUN AWAY LAHSSSSS! bloody hell! after tat we went to see ahgua. wahkao fking scarys~
home sweet home~ my sickly sis waited for me! hahaha best sis lahs :) always nvr fail to open the door for me when she is at home! oops~ anyway my mum seemed abit pissed off!
anyway happy cny to everyone! and sweet sweet vday for the couples!
learning in progress
Thursday, February 11, 2010
screwed /11:52 PM
seriously i didnt expect it.
sry for not being thoughtful enough
sry for not being caring enough
sry for not being the guy u wan me to be
seriously i tot u dun mind it at all, it juz slip off my mind.
the gifts were fabulous.
it juz didnt went the way i wan it to be. i dunno why did this happen.
u were the
only thing tat can make my mood swing. i told u many millions, billions times and u dun believe. u wont and u will nvr. i simply dun get it. i just dun get it.
why is it so difficult to make u believe u were the only thing tat affects my mood.
why is it so difficult to make u believe i was in love wif u ever since tat day u came n find me.
why is it so difficult to make u believe tat u was always had a position in my heart.
why is it so difficult to make u believe my heart only had u and only u.
why is it so difficult to make u believe that i nvr ever wan to leave u.
why is it so difficult to make u believe that i really love u.
i gave or share everything i ever had.
my family & my friends.
i know i am a total failure. i am sry.
oh man L.O.J.z i really need a drink. fuck the exam period.
well shall make do wif myself. on the rock.
my love for u is deep and meaningless
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
deep and meaningless /9:58 PM
I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me
- Rooster
Thursday, February 4, 2010
recovered /9:38 PM
i am fit zai! recovered frm my fever! though still having flu n bad throat :( my CSW job interview did quite good i guess! hehehe! i am tok cock king! currently B+ i still hope i can get A though cox the first term test i did quite badly due to written test :(
anyway i couldnt study at home! i think tml,sat & sun will be out studying at je library. last sem le gonna chong for the test! this time for real i guess? tml ahbui will be accompanying me though. oh btw this asshole 2day sibei random msg n lisiao me. in the end i called back n we chatted for 30mins! SOOO GAY!!!!!!!!!!!! n thanx for spoiling my mood to study -.- gd job sia~
Plans after examscurrently : 24-28th march (booked by mr goh weeteck if he is serious)
so far i gt... ard 5 grad trips? OMFGWTFBBQ!! where gt so much $$$$
wif mum & sis - bangkok
goh weeteck - bangkok (if he is serious)
class - snorkelling
AHHHS - taiwan (pending)
L.O.J.z - unknown (pending)
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
sick /10:10 PM
i am sick~ :( fever + flu.. everytime fallen ill just right before exam periods :( and both my sis n mum went overseas T.T plus my sis took my ipod touch away! missessss my ipod touch's songs and games.. my mum will be buying corden bleu for me! wahahahahah!!
anyway my class pple jitao siao liao~ all starting to use my pet phrase~ GOOD JOB~ SHIT~ all is anyhow spammmmm!
went to orchard ion to buy my formal shirt + tie for tml CSW's job interview. $80+ huat! my only formal shirt couldnt button up COX I HAF A FAT NECK! :(
test - CNY - exams - IVP
busy busy busy busy busy busy busy... but after IVP i think i will go crazy liao.
first time to do after grad is to discuss wif my mum abt my future plan.. is getting me a real big headache!
done wif
海派甜心! now going for
就想赖着你，神话，下一站幸福!
thinking thru /6:59 PM
went for a jog to sort my thinking out..
firstly my injuries are still nt yet fully recovered :( i seriously hope my injuries will fully recover before IVP! i wan my 4th gold medal in a row~ my ankles are quite bad, both ankles. my right knee seem weak too :(
secondly today uni application is open. i guess i am the only loser who doesnt knows anything abt it until jo told me~ till now she is still acting like my secretary! hahaha. so dun feel like applying cox i can already foresee the result - rejected. everyone is asking me to give it a try except tat fker mr goh wee teck. but well actually i gt the same thinking as him. like wad he say 要有自知自明 yea truely. and application fee is like 10bucks! throwing 10bucks down to the drain lehs! the only way i can enter NUS is like thru this
DISCRETIONARY ADMISSION and i believed ahbui has a higher chance than me cox he is in TEAM SINGAPORE whereas i am in TEAM SINGAPORE
POLY. (notice there is an extra word) i seriously think tat this discretionary admission is bullshit put shuang only cox i nvr really heard from other pple entering the uni via discretionary admission. and i simply see the word 'discretionary' damn bu shuang.
thirdly i blame myself for my low GPA. do i really wan to go to uni? my ans is no. i juz simply HATE studying.. why do i still wan to get into uni den? all cox of my mum.. or shall is juz for my own future? does tat stupid degree paper worth tat much? i juz hate this world for judging everything on the appearance. this world is juz fking materialistic, hate it to the max. study hard = bright future? is this really 100% true?
HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~
