finally BSLC aka basic foundation of SCS is finally over! my posting? MP! huat ah! sibei happy~ hehehe 1.5yrs of slacking life to go man! hope i get plain clothes MP, get to keep my hair! 8-5! uti shiokness~ (Y)
nxt wed book in! plenty of outings i guess! and my pay took forever to bank in man~ FINALLY FINALLY I GET TO SPEND SOMEEEE $$$$$
decided to have a run in the light rain since the pain in my ass (abrasion) is so much better but is still quite gao wei. my maid say eh u siao ah juz march 28km still go run. oh well i am in a shitty mood. soak myself in the bath tub for some time, it has been a while since i had a long bath. had some biscuit and a snapple. had some quiet time for myself. thinking thru things..
initially wanted to have a beer but i am having an empty stomach so.. change to a healthy drink instead. needs a drink badly :(
i tried. is all weird right now. dun like the stuffs u post. i dun feel good at all.
today is my first visit to LV. all no price tags at all, wad i heard is true though. cool shit. seen many taitais walking here n there, juz choosing n choosing n choosing. i wonder their husband is a human ATM or print money one? sigh. i wish my parents are the richest couple in sg too! right now i could be driving a lambo liao! DREAM ON LOR! i am still contented with wad i have right now :)
last night went to training. ccb! ahfat they all keep laughing at me :( say i look like a lama! WTF! angry :( they say i am aht-to-be 7 yrs down to road jiu 2nd aht le :( mdm didnt make it! :( miss her so much! i miss my grp of seniors~ as usual head down for supper. start toking abt NS stuffs since i am a 4mth soldier (1.5yrs to ORD) one of my senior is a commando so listen to his story lor. so kua zhang! dunno real anot sia~ but one thing for real is tat the strong bond we guys had. i missed my BMT mates, tats why today despite being so tired i still went ahead to meet them. but 3 fuckers didnt make it. till now i still prefer my BMT mates compared to SES peeps. sigh~ oh then he start toking abt his career as a banker. he said he is a 'high class prostitute' and he shared his experience. oh well i am shocked but well i finally get a glimpse of the ugly world.
yes in this world the rich is fucking rich. an example: some guy had 20billion euro rotting in his bank. every yr the bank pay him 3% interest which is 600m? 1 yr, 365days buy 1 ferrari also gt remaining money lah! KNN WHY GT SUCH RICH PPLE DE! but well believe anot is still up to own individual.
main point everyone wans to be rich, WHO DOESNT? who doesnt wan to live in a big house, having private jet plane & yacht, branded from top to bottom? everyone does, of cox. but lets be realistic as not everyone is born rich.
ONE HAVE TO LIVE WITHIN UR OWN LIMIT. money is not easy to earn but of cox there is always an easy way out. an easy way out defintely has its own shortcoming. frm the examples he give is pride, principle and dignity.
example for a female banker, some rich fucker is willing to throw 10M to u on the condition of slping wif him, will u? lets say ur commission is 10%, u get 1M by slping wif him. will u?
example for a male banker, some rich gay fag is willing to throw 10M to u on the condition of poking ur arse, will u? lets say ur commission is 10%, u get 1M by letting him poke. will u?
think of it... 1M leh. close ur eyes 30mins like a dead fish and u get 1M. easy money right? but where is ur pride, principle and ur dignity? some may say how much does those worth? cash is king.
who doesnt wan to be rich? who doesnt wan to get envy eyesight frm pple? everyone does. but if everyone is rich, who r those poor ones? same principle applies in a competition. in a competition, there is always a winner and loser. however who wans to lose? everyone wans to be a winner! there is always a loser. this is reality. so wad if u r the loser? learn frm the mistake tat cause ur failure and stand up. gain frm exp and sooner i believe u will be the winner.
i despise pple who r materialistic and this materialistic world. their attitude and their mindset disgust me. however i seem to be one of those materialistic person, am i despising myself? i wan to drive sports car! i wan to own branded stuff too! at least... i learn to live within my own limit. all thanx to my mum's teachings. if u wan them, earn them urself, then u deserve to own them.
for the nxt shopping trip... i wan to go in and come out wif bags of stuffs without thinking. i wan to own my own sport cars. i wan so much stuffs! sometimes pple laugh at my goals,targets and my dream. is okay for them to laugh, but let see who will have the final smirk.
dream big, aim for the sky even u fail, u still land among the stars. (quoted frm my ex principal mr yue) for me.. i wont fail. cox i wan to be a successful man. earn big bucks to support my family and my dream items :D
anyway 3 more days for my basic term to end! i hope i get posted out though~ to MP i hope!! praying very hard!!!! and i cant wait to get my pink IC! 1.5yrs more to go! my plans? get a degree! enter the cruel and hostile world.
i guess i am not good enough. i aint a perfect guy.
