speaking of happiness, many people have different perspective. some want to be rich, some want to be famous, all i want is to be some with i love and lead a simple life. oh gosh and i really missed you so much. i want to apologise for my previous entry for being so rude. i really couldnt think straight when i get too emotional and angsty. that applies to when i am driving too, 180 at the top speed and around 120-140 at PIE? my sis is so going to kill me when she see this entry but it doesnt matters. suddenly i just want to meet up with you and have a chat, to find out how are you doing but i dun think that is possible. firstly, you might be pissed with the entry and i think your friend would be too. secondly, you will be busy with lots of stuffs cause u finally have the freedom you longed for. lastly, i dun think i can control my emotions. you are the one completes my life and best thing that ever happen to me.
it doesnt matters anymore who you choice and what the reasons are. you make the choice based on what is the best for you. if you think you are happier with this way then go for it because all i just want is you to be happy. when we are together, i would do whatever i can just to see you smile. your smile is worth everything i work and fight so hard for. even now we are not together anymore, you should even smile more because by right you should be even happier. you really are utterly gorgeous when you smile. please be happy will u? i really want you to be happy.
yesterday meet up with my buddy, kelvin again! been seeing him every weekend for 2 months straight! shop abit and catch green lantern. the actress is superb hot and she got the sexy mole ( quoted fro kelvin). we went butter next and guess what? i went to club with my sis again for the third time (Y) UPS OR WAD? i have got a superb ups sis!
walked past merlion park. memories. our first night outing after your brother's band concert. last year birthday when we cried together. love and hate that place so much. starting to miss you so badly again.
we got the VIP stamp all thanks to hayden and chill around with him for awhile before heading back to my sis n kelvin. tired max. i think i should lay off powerhouse for awhile, it is getting bored! butter will be the next better choice!
i still miss you dearly and badly. i love you dearest xzt.
