dunno where r u, dunno who u with but i only know u r drinking which is bad. jus dun wan anything happened to u. the way i use to protect u maybe a little extreme, but at least i ensure nothing happens to u. even though u maybe unhappy or angry at me, i dun mind cause at least i make sure nth bad happens to u. now, i dun have the ability anymore. it really hurts to see anything happen to u. the pain and the guilt is really unbearable.
really appreciate pple who r wry n concerned abt me but pls stop telling me to give up. i know my limits and i know wad am i doing. i know chances are very slim but i aint giving up yet, not yet.
define ur own happiness. i juz wan u to be happy, do wad u think tat will makes u happy. but ur way of being happy is to please everyone ard u. if really think u r genuine happy, cont then. my definition of happiness is simple, it is u.
i hate to see u suffer cox i cant do anything to make u smile.
