is over i guess?
u said to give u a mth, alright it shall be.
though i not pinning much hope but of cox every parts of me still wans u back.
i took 2 mths to look thru our 3 yrs of r/s
n i realised u r juz too good for me.
i owed u so much, juz so much.
how many times of 'sorry' can nvr repay the debt i owed u.
tat is y i willing to spend my rest of life to repay u.
i am so gg to bring u happiness for the rest of ur life.
like i said, i make my choice.
and tat is u.
the one i willing to spend my rest of my life wif u.
i willing to give up the whole forest for u, this only tree.
cox these 2 mths makes me realise too many stuffs.
i really wan u cox i see the connection wif u.
not only juz wif me but u n my family too.
but well is juz too bad.
i took too long to realise it.
cant blame anyone except for myself.
i emo-ed for 4 mths.
from we tgt till break till now.
i think is time for me to get back to my normal self.
L.O.Jz is worried for me esp my shifu :)
dun wry laopa i will still bring another gold medal back! =)
to my mum, i am slowly walking out of this shadow.
dun wry n give me some time.
to u who i dunno whether u will read my blog.
if u really think he can bring u happiness, go for him!
u said 1 mth but i dun pin much hope seriously.
haha but of cox i still wait for this whole 1 mth.
19 sep.
i planned to give u a surprise on nxt fri!
ARGH! BUT DAMN IT! :(
looks like is gonna be a surprise tat nvr gg to happen.
fate really loves to play wif ard us.
after 4yrs, fate let us to meet each other.
n not long we got tgt.
after a yr n we broke up.
but fate didnt juz give up on us.
after another yr fate seems to give us another chance again.
but i screwed everything up.
these 2 mths, 3 times i was juz this close to win u back.
but fate decides to separate us.
this one mth... i dunno wad fate will do to us.
u said to give u a mth, alright it shall be.
though i not pinning much hope but of cox every parts of me still wans u back.
i took 2 mths to look thru our 3 yrs of r/s
n i realised u r juz too good for me.
i owed u so much, juz so much.
how many times of 'sorry' can nvr repay the debt i owed u.
tat is y i willing to spend my rest of life to repay u.
i am so gg to bring u happiness for the rest of ur life.
like i said, i make my choice.
and tat is u.
the one i willing to spend my rest of my life wif u.
i willing to give up the whole forest for u, this only tree.
cox these 2 mths makes me realise too many stuffs.
i really wan u cox i see the connection wif u.
not only juz wif me but u n my family too.
but well is juz too bad.
i took too long to realise it.
cant blame anyone except for myself.
i emo-ed for 4 mths.
from we tgt till break till now.
i think is time for me to get back to my normal self.
L.O.Jz is worried for me esp my shifu :)
dun wry laopa i will still bring another gold medal back! =)
to my mum, i am slowly walking out of this shadow.
dun wry n give me some time.
to u who i dunno whether u will read my blog.
if u really think he can bring u happiness, go for him!
u said 1 mth but i dun pin much hope seriously.
haha but of cox i still wait for this whole 1 mth.
19 sep.
i planned to give u a surprise on nxt fri!
ARGH! BUT DAMN IT! :(
looks like is gonna be a surprise tat nvr gg to happen.
fate really loves to play wif ard us.
after 4yrs, fate let us to meet each other.
n not long we got tgt.
after a yr n we broke up.
but fate didnt juz give up on us.
after another yr fate seems to give us another chance again.
but i screwed everything up.
these 2 mths, 3 times i was juz this close to win u back.
but fate decides to separate us.
this one mth... i dunno wad fate will do to us.
most regretful thing in my life was tat it took me so long juz to realise how much n how deep i really loved u. no matter wad, i still failed to cherish u and hurt u so badly. if the way of u being happy is to let u go, so be it. =)
