oh well looks like the appeal had worked n i am still fighting.. i dunno wad the outcome will be but i am crawling n fighting my way out. everything seems to be normal, starting to eat n slp as normal. starting to go online n tok n going out wif friends. sry to make so many pple worried. this small kid still needs more time and indeed he is still a small childish boy.
but anyway updates updates. on fri my family went to take a family portrait. the package was bought during my sis NUS commencement. end cost was 1.5k =.= it was WOW man but once in a lifetime thing lah. after tat lunch wif family at EU sq i think? some jap lunch buffet, jap buffet at SPH there is still so much better though.
night went to MBS to 'celebrate' my bday wif L.O.Jz. celebrate = drinking session. 1 vodka, 1.5 dozen of beer, 1.5bottle of martell, 1 red wine. OKAY DE LAH~ noted, allen is one crazy asshole.
tonight by right we would have patched. shit happens n things crop up. being alright is a thing i have to do and i finally have the courage n strength to move on. i am still trying hard, real hard. dun give up ur hope on me pls my dear. i aint giving up so pls, dun give up on me too.
