for some obvious reason i havent been myself for the past week. trying hard to act normal but still it is a failure. perhaps my normal self is too noisy and crappy.
i juz wan to be alone. think thru stuffs. i juz wan to hole up myself. nua at home. BUT I CANT. i gotta work & train for my competition. i haf to face my colleagues n frens. i tried my best to be normal but i cant. i juz cant. revealing the weakest side to everyone.
asked urself haf u really tried ur best to gain back my trust? nope. disappointment is the only thing i get.
i am tired. really. i dun wan fight or argue anymore. i really dunno wad r u thinking. can u pls think before u act?
all i wan now is juz to be alone and withdraw myself from everyone. i dun wan to face anyone right now. i dun wan to act anymore.
i juz wan to be alone. think thru stuffs. i juz wan to hole up myself. nua at home. BUT I CANT. i gotta work & train for my competition. i haf to face my colleagues n frens. i tried my best to be normal but i cant. i juz cant. revealing the weakest side to everyone.
asked urself haf u really tried ur best to gain back my trust? nope. disappointment is the only thing i get.
i am tired. really. i dun wan fight or argue anymore. i really dunno wad r u thinking. can u pls think before u act?
all i wan now is juz to be alone and withdraw myself from everyone. i dun wan to face anyone right now. i dun wan to act anymore.