time check 4.39am
my eyes aint closing
my brain aint shutting down
my body aint feeling any tiredness
my heart aint feeling anthing at all...
wad is happening to me..
i faced so much shit before and this shouldnt be any prob at all..
i will survive!
and i can.. becox i believe i can..
trying to get myself involved in my ps3 and tkd trainings so as to prevent myself frm thinking stuffs.. i really need to haf some break.. but yet holi is ending soon.. wad is this! this is life.. sigh.. i wish i wish i wish.. my wishlist can gooooooooooooooo onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn like a endless toilet roll. (quoted frm juan)
i wish......... i can be...
taller
cuter
more handsome
more muscular
richer
a dancer
a singer
a basketballer
a chef
a super pro martial artist
a super star
an action star
can dun be greedy liaos =x HAHAHA! juz an example...
but well i am contented wif my life.. i shant be greedy.. i am glad tat wad i haf and i dun expect anymore.. BUT OF COX IF GOD WAN GIVE ME BONUS OF COX TAKE RIZ! hahaha =X well i gt a loving family. both parents dote on me more than my 2 sis. my relatives dote me as much as their own children. my grandparents treat me like i am the prince of the family. i know sooooooooooo many pple even though i dun tok to them but i can always seek help frm them (social network!!!), i gt great buddies who will be there whenever i need them, i gt a bunch of seniors who treat me like their own son or bro, i gt my coach who taught me frm a nothing to something, i gt my gang of newbies who brought me a wonderful n memorable sec sch life, i gt my AHHHSS who let me haf a enjoyable poly life.
man.. i need to be strong.. pple.. i will.. time is all i need..
GOD DAMN IT! I NEED TO BE BACK IN ACTION IN ANOTHER 2 WEEKS... i can do it.. i neeed to get back to my competition fitness.. and mic tan i think i still stick wif my choice.. and juan/jo/mic tan i dun regret my choice afterall even though i whine like a pussy or complain like some retarded idoit i still dun regret..
if time could be reversed.. i wouldnt get close to u
