looking at the past pics in my fb and came across this pic. i tot i had deleted every single pic of urs but then somehow this pic is still in my fb. it had been 11mth and nxt mth 7th we would have been separated for a yr. it just felt just so long. it seems that u r v happy right now i am glad that u are. if im not wrong in another 2yrs and u would be married to him and from my bottom of my heart i wish u all the best.
we been thru just too much, 3.5yrs. of cox we did break up for a yr and we managed to find our way back. fate brought us back n forth but in the end we still went our separate ways. no doubt i blamed ur mum for our separation but of cox i have to blame myself too. if time could be reversed again, i wont spent the last few moments in making myself drunk but to fight for us instead.
no doubt i had a gf during this 11 mth but you jus seem so irreplaceable. i now finally understand wad you said during our the last conversation in my room.
'不管我们有没有在一起，你在我心中的地位永远是没有人可以取代的。' 我终于明白了。
生命中最害怕的事终于发生了。那天我看到你，心往低谷沉了一下。因为你是我这生中最不想看到的一个人，不是小器而是会心寒。剪了短发，依旧迷人。好嫉妒现在的你在他的身边，好想念你温馨的拥抱，迷人的笑容，情切的问候。
打开潘多拉宝盒的时候才发现，原来有这么多的感觉，不是自己忘记了，而是自己忘记了，而是自己把它紧紧地锁在了这盒子里，埋在心里，不愿想起，也不愿提起。你永远永远住在我心里，但我会把你放在最里面，最深，最角落。
亲爱的小猪头，继续幸福下去。
我记得我爱过，要不回那些快乐。
my silly, i wont leave u like i promised.
some drink that prevent hangover. 7-11 shld import this man!
summing up my BKK trip. I AM A FUCKING CARROT -_- is okay first time go overseas alone wif a fren. 2 noobs~ IS OKAY! gain experience lo tats wad my mum said.
basically i shop like a faggot, went to floating market (kanna tok till cui) then everynight drink drank drunk.
hello people! i'm finally updating my blog! FOR MY BIG BIG 21st bday! i am thankful of my buddy becox of him is celebrating his bday on a yacht! FIRST time going on a yacht but nth much de lah. guess is kind of awkward cause i only know aaron n him. it is a good experience though but is kind of shaky n most of the people is kind of having sea sick.
END OF YACHT
START OF CHALET
esp thanks to this 2 lovely ladies: Mum n Sis
biggest ang bao i ever received
cousins
my family
BMT mates
RWS
Wushu
Sea Soldiers
SPTKDC + SP mates
SPTKDC
my pretty ladies. ONE IS MISSING THOUGH!
AHHHS. i miss chinaboy :(
my handsome boyfriends
my fav present. tommy hilfiger watch.
finally turn 21! i am an adult now! BUT I STILL HAVE SUCH A KIDDISH FACE :( forever 18 lor! hehehe. really thankful for everyone's attendance though almost half of the invites didnt make it :( but still really happy for those pple who came down.
First time received so many presents! OMG LAH! happys! normally only receive frm my gf but oh well is my BIG BIG 21st after all and i am very very very happy to receive sooooooooooo many presents! ng yuzhe ish a welly belly harpi boys for the night! =D
esp thanks to my mum who do the hunting for chalet for me and my sis for choosing all my presents and being my photographer. can i forever be the little spoilt brat of ng family pls!!! because i am seriously enjoying the life of a xiao shao ye.
miss angelia tan! i am so glad that u did come for my 21st though i didnt went for yours. i always remember you will be the first one who call me whenever i had prob with my ex. not once twice but everytime. thanks old fren!
my dearest AHHS, though u ladies r so damn late! but i am still very happy to see all of u ladies.
my most beloved goh weeteck n kelvin, brother n buddy for life :)
joanna aka shuang-e, how can i ever forget u! always in my heart! we still have 2 yrs left, lets see how will it go :)
sorry for my poor hospitality! if the buffet food sucks i am sry too! lastly sry for having prob choosing my bday present! i know u all did have a hard time thinking of wad to give me becox i literally have everything already... BUT STILL LOVE YOUR PRESENTSSSSS!
my life would have been so perfect if you were still here with me. maybe nothing is perfect so i aint gg to have my perfect life. no matter choices have been made and life goes on. happy belated bday to u, xzt. i dunno how have u been but i dun wish to know too. i think u shld be happier and it hurts to know that cause i am no longer the guy to bring u happiness anymore. i dunno if i got over you cause i dunno wads the definition of getting over. i only know i sometimes still miss u and maybe i still love you. this 刻苦铭心的爱 will forever be remembered by me and the only thing i could do now is to hide u in the deepest corner of my heart.
when will my life be perfect?
hoho first time using bb to blog. staring at the sea again -_- sian max! luckily i koped someone's itouch to watch city hunter. the actress is so damn cute with some superb big eyes awwwww!
heard some news abt her. she is doing well and he is treating her very well. tats good i suppose :) be happy cause you got the most beautiful smile i ever seen.
at this point of time dun tell me she loves me
爱是不夜城
回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾
我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人
越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨
阳光替房间开了灯
想
若结局一样
又何苦再想
伤
若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
想
像结局一样
又何苦再想
伤
若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我
解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦
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